I don’t get why people have these expectations of you like…
If you know someone who hates going to the beach, why would you even ask them if they want to go or be like,
“Yo, can you do me a favor and go to the beach, i forgot my beach ball there i think”.
Stop doing this, don’t put people in situations where it can fuck with their heads.
Because then the person would be like “This person knows i hate the beach, why would they even ask me to go and if I don’t go then it’s like “wow you could not do this for me” or whatever”.

Thing is, stop.
I hate it, stop asking me to do things I don’t like to do and everyone knows these things, it’s not like “OMG I did not know my bad”.
Ask someone else.
I ended up going to the beach, had multiple panic attacks, almost crashed and had to stop in the middle of the highway to catch my breath.
Then on my way home I felt even worst.
Like what the fuck are these people even thinking?
I’m done doing favors, if it’s something I’m not comfortable with and i KNOW the person knows this.
I will flat out ignore it or be like “No”.

What bothers me the most is before they asked I literally said “I’m not going out”.
Cuz you know, it started with “Yo what are you doing”.
I replied with “I’m  on vacation and I’m not going out”.
The conversation should have ended there instead of them pushing me to do things that harm me mentally.

In the end I did it, did not want to and felt like shit afterwards.
Don’t be like me.

Tune of the Week

That is it! See ya later.

~chu